BROKEN AGAIN

Call me Cadel Evans, except slower. I broke a bone in my elbow again on Saturday. Same elbow as before, different bone. X-rays revealed a break in my humerus near the joint. and no, it's not funny. Needless to say, I am pissed and more than a little depressed. A line from a Smith's song keeps coming back to me: "I wear black on the outside because black is how I feel on the inside."

Especially since I was really looking forward to the spring races and, dare I say it, had really good form that was only going to get better. I think I bruised or cracked a rib also, so the pain in the ass factor is back. Not to mention the expense. I see the surgeon tomorrow and am probably going to have another surgery. Andy from the team said he was putting me on suicide watch. Might not be a bad idea. I don't know if I have the motivation in me to do another 2 months on the trainer. I think all of those chips were cashed in last time.

F*#K!!